d_ave_pty

10:14 am: Long time, no see!
Mood: Tired
Music: None, im in a library!!

Haven't posted to a weblog for a long time!! Im amazed by the fact that last years entries are soo offensive... Im thinking of removing them - I seemed to be in a bad mood the whole time!

Today I tried handing in an essay early, only to find that the office does not open untill 10.30am, its annoying I still need to write an essay which is in for tomorrow as well!! Ooooh, just remembered that I have a lecture at 12!! I have been really busy anyway with lots of work, 2nd year is sooo hard! 3 essays in for over the next two weeks as well as an exam which is a practical and needs lots of work done to make it work right so im pretty much overworked, lots of work hardly any time to do it in - *groan*.

Im looking foward to the christmas holidays, Hardly anything to do then - that reminds me, need to phone Woolworths to check I can still work for the week that they decided I could work! This entry is turning into a bit of a to do list, I bet i forget it all later on!

Don't think they is much else to say, apart from - how annoyed must I have been to post all those anger fueled posts before now!

Better go before someone eats me for wasting the resources of a dodgey library computer,

:D

10:59 am: A random Rant!
music: None
mood: Hungry!

Random thoughts I posted on a message board earlier on:

I have been with my girlfriend for over a year now, its all cool - met her friends etc (some of which I already knew) and that brings me to now. Whenever I go out with her and her mates I try to spend time with me gf without pissing her mates off so I try to make conversation with them just trying to be nice. Thats when it goes shit tho coz I then go up to me girlfriend and speak to her / hug her etc and they start going all shitty because we are being coupley... now we are a couple so o_|/ to them, but thats not just it - wheneva they are with their bf's they are so much worse (like one time one of them was pretty much dry humpin her bf in a kids playpark!?) and when I say something they are just like well its different and just laugh and become all jokey! SO anyway that pisses me off!

Back to the being nice to her mates, one of them which I will call 'boret' isnt liked very much by any of my gf's mates and they are all really nasty behined her back... anyway I made an effort to include her in whats going on during nites out etc coz the others can be a bit nasty to boret and I felt sorry for her, anyway since getting my pool she seems to have been a bit bitter about it (I think because she was the only one with one b4 hand) and she was talking with me gf and some guy I used to kind of know (He was nice to me but I could tell he didn't like me) and when he found out that me gf was going out with me he started saying ahh thats suprising coz he used to think at college that I was gay and he was sure I am gay... anyway big debate about it between my gf and him and this queued boret to start calling me gay because she fancied the guy, (ill call him jim to make it simple) Jim! Now this kinda pisses me off coz yea I am abit camp but i cant stand poeple that take the piss out of me just to flirt with random guys!!!

Now I am abit annoyed with boret because I was trying to be nice to her when everyone else slags her (and still do) off!! However I also feel sorry for her coz shes a bit minging anyway and this was probably the only way of getting a response from the guy called Jim! - But that dun give her an excuse to slag me off behined my back, its one thing that just really pisses me off!

grrrr

05:10 pm: Urghhh I Hate Everything!!
music: Radio 1 - Its RNB So :P
mood: Annoyed / Pissed off - however you want to describe it!

Quote:

I am hating everything, bloody horse and carts and fucking people not employing me with shite excuses saying "We don't think you will fit in" and fucking car drivers (other than me)... I hate you all you fucks!


Thats what I posted on a message board and thought it also belonged in here. Ive been applying for jobs for about 6 weeks now and still I aint got anything... I have no money and need work. I have only had one interview and during it the person seemed uninterested in my answers recording only one word from about a paragraph of talk I did... then I got a letter through: "Im sorry but your career with us is unable to begin..." I applied for a fucking summer job (and they knew that)! I foned up for an explanation and they said "She didn't think you would fit in, sorry" (the person who interviews me was covering for the person who was actually ment to see me!!) I rekon if I was interviewed by anyone else other than the stupid cow that actually interviewd me I would have had the job.... I really dun know how she was a manager anyway because she could'nt even read the questions she had to ask!!

Now as fopr the hourse and cart driver, what gives him the right to skip a traffic queue by travelling on the wrong side of the road... none I thought but according to the fucker who told me to hurry up (I told him to fuck off) he has everyright to trot whever he wants! I think someone should explain that we no longer live in an age where horses need to tow a cart in order for us to get around the country. I want to report him but dun know how!

Anyway Rant over, That feels better!

07:03 pm: Being home
music: None
mood: Neutural

Well ive been back home for a few weeks now, its not as bad as it used to be - I think ive adjusted from uni life where its always alive and buzzing, to home life where its all slow and non-existant in relation to excitment! Still aint got a sodding job, its starting to get on my nerves now, ive applied and heard nothing back - bastards! Going to fone up for a cleaning job tomorrow!

Cleaning job I hear you say!?!? Well i have expierience, for example last weekend i went up to aber to see the house im living in over the next year... The last owners where messsy bastards who didnt seem to be able to clean anything even when leaving the house for ever!! There were bin bags eveywhere and it smelt really bad! I went to the loo and had the shock of my life, the toilet bowl was browned with shit and it smelt really bad, the bottom of the loo was black! Anyway i flushed it a few times to try to make it smell nicer, the previous guys seemed to think that if they poured some blue bleach stuff into the water tank it would help the situation - in fact it just made the water dead thick and the situation worse!! Later on I tried some toilet brush action, nothing happened so I just left it!

Got some pizza and sat in the lounge fearing that I might contract some sort of desease from the house!! Then when it was dark i decided to go to the loo again, went into the loo and turned on the light - which didn't work... so i had to pee with the door open with a little bit of light from the landing - oh and by the way the door to the loo does not even shut!

Thats just the tip of the iceberg - I can safely say that our house next year is a DIVE!!! Will fone the landlady tomorrow as ive been ill since comming back from the house, relation to the house causing the illness is unknown!

Other news:
Been having some wierd dreams about child hood bullys - bastards, at least in these dreams I kill them, mwahahahaha! (I am sane really!)

Got some essays back from uni - all over 40% with comments saying: "Wrtiting in a complex style does not make your essay better - Just more confusing for me who has to mark it". My response: I get confused halfway through writing the essay and I cant be assed to correct the sentences! (just like the previous sentence here!)

Anyway I fear im no longer making any sense, time to stop!

05:28 pm: This is funny!
Music: None
Mood: Slightly more happy

d_ave_pty's LJ stalker is birty!

birty is stalking you because they think you are rich and they want your blingbling. They are also in jail for murder!

01:51 pm: This sucks
music: None
mood: Very unhappy...

Being at home is really starting to suck. Where have all my friends gone!? A lot of them are not back from uni yet, and those who didn't go to uni are working full time... As a result I feel like there is no real point in being here! Jobs are non-existant which means I cant get any more money to help me out of this stupid amount of debt im in, which in turn means I can't do anything! And as for the people I have seen so far, etheir I or they have changed and they just don't seem the same person anymore.

Going out for a walk in a min with my friend jen, I saw her over easter and shes just the same... so hopefully i can moan to her about all my problems with being back home!

Wish I was back in aber, at least there I was care free and actually having fun! The only bright side of being home is that my mum cooks for the rest of me family which in turn meeans i get free food, yay! Oh yea and shes been running around after me unesscarliy (cant spell) which is nice!

Better go and get ready for my walk!

01:17 pm: This is wierd
music: Radio 1 - Edith Bowman
mood: Hmm, a little odd

Today 2 of my housemates are moving back home, Little Dave has already left and Katie is out with her parents at the moment walking thier dog. Its odd, I went to check that little Dave had not forgotten anything in his room and it was all wierd and empty; just a normal looking student room and not Dave's room anymore! Its odd, ive got used to this flat after only being here for such a small amount of time. The bathrooms are all empty now as well, this flat is no longer our flat its all too clean.

Anyway, in retrospect I have had an amazing fun year here. Even though Little Dave started to get on my nerves towards the end I am actually going to miss him, in fact im going to miss everyone... the whole way we have lived this year has been totally unique and we have all experienced this new feeling together!

Its a shame, Huws not living with us next year (nor are amy and ellie) and im going to really miss his stupidness as well! Huw is like a little scape goat, he agrees with anything you say and makes you feel better in doing so, but at the same time he also puts foward his own point of view (if not very strongly)... im going to miss this.

I am going to be one of the last people to leave our flat, meaning im here on my own for about a day untill I can go its going to be odd and I really just want to go myself asap! Living in an empty flat is wierd, so many memories made here and now we are going to leave it behind and move on!

Need to sort out a summer job now as well as our flat key pickups for next year!

02:12 am: Oooo Dear!
music: Scissor Sisters - NEW!!
mood: Hmmm

Oo heck, its that time of the year... the end of my first 'year' at uni. Scary it is, so much has happened but it doesnt feel any different. The thought of having to clear out my room after a year of living here is strange, and to live back at home for a while will be even more odd! Hmm its sad though. I seem to have hit the annoying depressive stage of the year (usually it comes in winter) and I just seem annoyed with everyone, except Huw!!

Little Dave - I dunno what it is, but whatever he does it just annoys me. He's just got a new girlfriend as well, Me and Huw like responsable boys made a few jokes here and there; Dave however just takes them to heart, which makes then even funnier to tell! But thats not just it, whenever we go out and me and Huw socialise he takes the piss out of what we say in order to get a laugh... this really annoys me it makes me and Huw look stupid and him look like a prat; especially when whoever we talk to then decides to leave!! But then after the leave Dave shouts "Rejected", hmm if it wasnt for him maybe we could of entertained them for a little while longer.

So this brings me to now, well the night just gone... we went out with his girlfriend (who we all know) and a few of her housemates again who we know. Now in order to stop Dave doing his usuall taking the piss out of me I decided not to talk to him... the conversation was VERY dead. He didn't even talk to Laura his girlfriend, untill Jack got mobed by aload of drunk people he then started taking the piss - How classic of Dave!! Anyway hours passed and me and Huw just talked and kept each other sane* (*As sane as we usually are anyway!) We then went to the pier, was fun and Laura started a game of rate-a-girl with me and Huw, was fun for a while but Dave just sat there in a mood while we did... I guess he thought we were trying to make him jelious, when in fact anything remotley interesting would have been nice to keep me going through the night! But yea, Little Dave is annoying me at present.

Katie and Amy - Hmm this is just plain annoying! They can be really nice at times, and other times just turn on us for no reason. By us I mean me, little Dave and Huw!!

Hmm, my girlfriend is also thinking of taking a job in greece over summer. Im sure it would be really cool but I aint seen her all year coz of uni and if she takes it I wont see her all summer, Ill just feel unloved... I fear we are drifting apart, I hope not coz we are quite close but then again I don't want to stop her from doing things she wants to do as long as she tells me... Hmm this is another bugger which has made me more down today!

Ah well today has been a bit of a bitch, got some clothes tho (aber has no clothes shops for men that sell anything decent!!) but im looking foward to tomorrow, maybe it will be better??

05:09 pm: Revision - in the sun!
music: Sara Cox Blabbering
mood: Happy

Went to revise on the beach today, was nice and hot and sunny yay! Went to go to a swim and I swear on all my life I saw a DEAD baby shark on its back near me!!! I pointed it out to Little Dave who also ran out of the water, we went to get our marine biologist friend and went back to show her it. Sods law Kicked in and it had dissapeared by the time we had got back to the sea.... Katie said it was probably just a cat fish and laughed at me

I swear I saw a dead shark and so refused to back into the water for the rest of the day, also did no revision which was bad but ill do it tonight, when I go to the library with amy... then a sly pint with Little Dave to help me sleep, YAY!

Anyway better carry on writing my report up and then revising again!!

09:27 pm: Why, Oh Fucking WHy!?!?
music: Radio 1 - Nice and loud!!
mood: Arghhh Dun get me started!

I am trying to write a quick 2 page synopsis before revising, easy I may hear you say... However this simple task seems to not be so simple:

1) I am finding it almost impossible to write understandable sentences!
2) Downstairs keep slamming their doors (even tho they are downstairs I can feel the slam go through my floor which makes things shake on my shelves)
3) I am tired, I can't sleep at night which sucks!! I wake up around 11pm!
4) I am pissed of with almost everything that moves - arghhh!!!!
5) And my girlfriend is also annoyed with me,

Ahh i just came up with the idea of going to the glen for a drink, Just asked my housemate (little Dave) and he used his girlfriend as a reason for me not to go for a drink: "Laura will be there"(hinting that I dun like her or something!?) after I said it dun matter if we sit with her he just said no. I mean fair enough he has an exam tomorrow, but one drink and its only £1 and why didn't he just say no to start with!!

Maybe im just picking up on stupid things, I hate exams I am no good at the bastards!!

 

05:06 pm: I am bored...
music: Now Dance 2002, its got a bit boring now!
mood: Booooorrrrreeeeeeeeeeddddddd

Why is revision week so boring!!! I have nothing to do, I could revise but that destroys the whole point of being a first year!!! I cant be arsed with some modules that dun interest me as ive dun them all before!! Grrrrrrr..... Going to a BBQ later hopefully that will be good - wont hold my breath tho!

Hmm even writing this is boring me!

02:42 pm: How the hell...
music: Radio 1 - Some nice song, but Colin and Edith.... crap
mood: Umm not really awake!

Went out last night, managed to say something wrong about someone thinking that this person fancied them when they didnt so now the relationship has been damaged forever, or so they said so! They ended up talking after a while and they started the 'Lets hate dave club!' (or so it seems, if people swearing at you counts as it!?) I always have a problem of talking my mind when drunk, hmmm doesnt everyone?? Anyway better get up and stop blabbering here, ive also lost my sodding voice..... arghhhhhh!

 

06:58 pm: Oh my god...
music: Radio 1 - Eamon no.1 again!
mood: hungover

"Well since i last wrote i have started seeing someone, the lovely Laura...", God Little Dave, spare me.... i think im going to be sick. Had the may ball last night, was fun. Almost missed 4 poofs but I saw at least 1! Jeeves (who works as a bouncer) managed to stop one of the four poofs from getting into the great hall coz he didnt have a wrist band, oooops! Overall it was fun and a nice night, im hunover so I guess I drank alot... Word of advice apple juice after a night out is not a good idea, however it flavoured my sick so it was more bearable! YAY!

Little Dave is 'servicing' Laura next door I think, hmm I dun want to go and lie down incase I hear anything... well any other day my head is banging!

Well better go and do something productive like find my keys and sleep. Might go on a bike ride, but probably not!

08:41 pm: Ooh long time, no type!
music: Radio one - Bethan and Huw!
mood: Dead tired!

Arghh, havent written anything in a while!! Ive been working doing lots of essays and this has been pushed aside unfortunatly! Just been on a bike ride, it was nice (Cold in some places ie the shade) although those stupid fly things were all over the place making it a pain to try and ride in comfort. Got of my bike as well, I couldnt walk that much and then ellie told me bike riders apparently have a lower sperm count as she walked of to go to the alternative may ball!

Im going to the may ball this saturday, im going with Dave and Katie and her BF. However Dave is going to ditch me at 3am to go and see laura (his newly found partner / toy) and let me walk back as the goosebury with katie and her BF!!! Although ill probably be really drunk so i'll be able to entertain myself no doubt!

God my computer is being a bitch to me!!! The mouse clicks where i don't ask it to resizing many of my windows! hmm anyway might go and sleep now to let my legs recover!!

05:25 pm: wohhhoooo!
music: Now 45 / 46 / 57 on random, yay cheese (+ shit)
mood: Happy, and enjoying my essay...

YAY I am actually enjoying the content of my film essay, however this is just the preperation stage... hehe! Also have made a little desision for what im planning on doing after uni, Ive been thinking of applying for a management course with Luminar (a large night club chain) or the equivilent. I like the idea of managing the entertainments, it would be soooo fun!

We are having a chineese tonight, can't wait. Although I hear a rumour we are making our own rice, damn! But yea, sweat and sour prawn balls will be top of my list oh and prawn crackers!

On with my essay, might go out again. Dun feel like it tho!

09:07 pm: Today aint much better!
music: Radio 1 - Bethan and Huw!
mood: Tired, pissed off and had enough

I have had hardly any work to do this year, so why is it when i come to try and do some I end up getting really stressed and not being able to complete it sucessfully. Im currently pissed of with HP after my printer i bought for near £100 has never really printed correctly and the help desk is a load of bollocks, fuckers. Can't also be able to string sentences together sucessfully, or make them make sense!

God, just got oil on my finger from my housemates door, decided to go bitch to her about my stupid printer, arghhh!

Im going to go to bed and think about my essays, fun!

Oh and if anyone wishes to give me a hug feel free I need one, virtual ones dun really have any effect!



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12:34 am: Essays

music: None, but can her the stupid glen
mood: Tired, and pissed... more later

hehe, took a break from my essay writing and ended up getting pissed. I blame Dave and Huw, although I know its meh own fault!!!! Managed to get club yokos to put a happy bday message up for Little Dave... am happy! Howvever, windows which the system runs on is shite... Oh well money well spent on 2 small projecters, 2 dvd players and a computer... not!

However I am now in love with Yoko's!

04:34 pm: Arghhh At last!

music: None, Dave's watching small ville?
mood: Tired but really happy!

Finnished editing our project today, its a nice feeling - although our finnished piece is a load of bollocks but hey who cares?! 40%!!! But yea, spent the last 2 days up at the uni, eating in the union and then working. Its so different to living down in town, more friendly and full of people my age or only slightly older which is nice. Got 3 essays to write I believe, they have changed the stupid deadlines again though without telling us, I mean an email would be nice to stop me finding out when its too late! But then again thats just another downside of being me, organisation!

Hmm better go and get on with the preperation so i can go to the library later, its going to be scary!

02:31 am: Ahh just come back

music: None, about to sleeeeep!
mood: Happy

Just come back after a beach bbq / fire. Had quite a nice night with the flat from upstairs, the food was nice and the company was alrite 2 ! Just have to now remember how to spell lindzi's name... ahh crap!!!

10:31 pm: Ahh what a lovley day!!
music: Now 46, YAY!
mood: Happy, and tired.

Ahh it has been such a lovley day. So nice and sunny and warm, went a played tennis for a bit: was quite good fun (although I was shit and havent played since school) but i think they got annoyed with us because i kept hitting balls onto the bowling green, and little dave had to keep going and getting them back for me!! Howevever apparently he has had experiencence with bowling greens before and knew how to retreive things of them without ruining the green. Even tho he did this we still got evils from the old people!!

We then went for a bbq on the beach, it was nice and the burgers rocked unlike last nite when i tried to eat a bit fucked! But yea, started burning the boxes and random bits of drift wood afterwards which was amusing but then we had to put it out because we got bored so we covered it with stones.

Now im feeling mighty relaxed and might hop of to bed for a nice long sleep before tomorrow when i need to do some work.